Hey yo guys! I know it's been sooooooo damn long since i've last blogged something.
Well, this is my usual ranting post, so close the window if you dont wanna read it.
See the "X" on the top right corner? Yeah, click that & byebye ^^

Alright, i've been pissed by alot of people recently,  by family, by boyfriend, by classmates especially!
I know i should take it maturely & just ignore them, but seriously, i don't want this thing to build inside of me & get exploded one day, so might as well just rant everything out & end of story~

OKAY! Apparently i've been hated by some girls in class, i won't state names. You know it yourself girls.
For your information, i'm not noisy.. its the group i hangs out with being noisy. You don't hear me laughing so damn loud in class as if i scared people dont know i very happy like that, you don't see me screaming & shouting like a crazy bitch in class when teachers are around. I get serious at the right timing & fool around at the right timing. So please, don't be jealous because you're not having as much fun as we do.

I admit our group is noisy, i get irritated sometimes as well. YES! I DO. But seriously, what can i do? & WHAT CAN YOU DO? Will you be able to shut them up by hating them? No. Will you be able to shut them up by gossiping? HELL NO! So seriously. save your energy & use it for something else, that's my advise.

& this.. ITS FREAKING FINE IF YOU WANT ATTENTIONS. Get all you want & nobody's gonna bloody snatch them from you. Since you like it that much? GO AHEAD. But seriously, don't freaking insult us & think it's such a cool thing to do, acting like a good student or what not. You think you're all that great? Think again.
Hypocrites like you will die in this society in no time, you've got no one to blame if you got no friends in the end.
& 1 more thing, if you wanna tell lies, at least tell 1 which is convincing. Seriously, all your stories are so exaggerating that i can only fake a smile & that's the best i could entertain you. & that fake mask.. i've already seen through it, its okay if you wanna continue being like that. But judgmental people like you.. Sigh, i got nothing much to say, just.. good luck in your life if you're gonna continue behaving that way (:


School life can be fun, it can be stressful, it can be sad, it can be frustrating, it all just depends on how you wanna live your school life. No doubt, there'll be people who'll definitely hate you, you can't possibly satisfy every person you meet. But one thing i hate most is being hated for no reason like that. I didn't even spoke to some of them before, seriously, why am i being hated when i never even did something that offended them -.-
I don't even know some of their names seriously. Girls girls *shake head*

& more than anything, i hate people who're not being serious in this course, so if you wanna say i'm not being serious here, then freaking open your eyes bigger. Why the hell would i waste 3years just to get this course if i'm not serious? I get rejected 2 times & most of you just got in on 1st try. So shut the fuck up. & guess what? Everytime i apply, i only apply 1 course, which is hair service. So its either i get to study or i don't. That's all.
I can be friendly, i can be a freaking bitch. It all depends on you. We're gonna be together for freaking 2years whether you like it or not. This is only the 2nd month. Why make your life miserable? We can choose to get along well & just fuck off from each other's life after 2years.

Think about it, this is ITE. not kindergarden, not primary school, not secondary school.
You guys are at least 17 y/o so grow up please .____.
Use some brains. Your brain is not there just to fill up that thick skull of yours. Or neither is your brain grown in your ass.

Anyway, those guilty ones or those who gets angry after reading this post, no doubt its you (:
Because you won't feel guilty or angry if your conscious is clear.. right? ^__^

Labels: Immature kids

I love how you took care of me like i'm the most important thing in the world. When i'm running a high fever, or when i had cornea ulcer, you took care of me day & night, without resting, for the sake of making me feel better. Accompanied to me check up & all, & going to work after only a few hours of rest. Seriously, i'm really touched. I know you're disappointed baby, that i still wanna continue spoiling my eye with lenses again. After you spent so much effort taking care of me, you must have felt like i'm throwing all your efforts in the big ocean. But baby, make up is the only confidence i have. I know, compared to alot of other girls in the world, my naked face is already pretty enough. But girls nowadays are always improving their looks. I don't wanna look ugly, especially infront of you & your friends. I don't want your friends to think your girlfriend is ugly, to think that you have bad taste in girls. & ofcourse, putting make up is not benefiting you only, to me as well.

With make up, i can confidently look at people eyes when talking, the way i walk, the way i talk, the way i do everything is different. I know make up is only temporary, but even only for a few hours, i wanna look pretty.
It sucks being envious of others, being jealous of other girl's beauty. I don't wanna live my life comparing myself & other girls. I promise i'll take good care of my eyes. I'll follow all the important instruction while using lens & taking care of them. No worries darling, i will not disappoint you again >_<

Alrighty, how about listing some of the things i like about you? Since it's always the same sweet post everytime, let's make this a little bit more interesting (:

• I love how you act cute infront of me, none of your friends see this side of you i bet? (:
• I love how you took care of me when i'm sick, giving your 100% effort to make me feel well <3
• I love how you pat me to sleep at night, hugging me so gently like i'm something fragile & important.
• I love how you nag at me SOMETIMES, i know its for my own good, but too much is bad ):
• I love how you tolerated my tempers & nonsense, even when you have not much patience yourself.
• I love how you make the effort on meeting me more often, even if it means less gaming & friends
• I love how you pamper me with little gifts & surprises, just to see a smile on my face
• I love how you give in to me sometimes, even if it's me being unreasonable.
• I love how you get little jealous sometimes, you were so cute. Like a little boy throwing tantrums.
• I love how you always force yourself to take neoprints with me, although you don't like it xD
• I love how you make so much changes in your life for my sake, etc?

1. You like dogs now, you were so sensitive of  their furs before.
2. You ate abit of seafood & some other stuufs that you will never put into your mouth
3. You cut down alot on gamings, because i don't like it when you neglected me when you're playing
4. You became a much more responsible person, a more reliable boyfriend than you used to..
5. You changed your cigarette brand, to something lighter, you were always smoking reds before.
6. You watched anime as well, even though you hate cartoons so much. LOL

& the list goes down, you don't know how grateful i am to all your exs. Because they don't know how to cherish you, that's why i'm given this chance to have you by my side. It's not like the quote about giving their old toys to the less fortunate, they're just being pure dumb, throwing away a precious diamond thinking its only a useless pebble. Seriously, i'm very happy that you ended up with me, though i might not be your dream girl, though i might not meet your expectation you have for a girlfriend. But i'll try my best in every way to satisfy your needs. I know you like girls who're gentle, its a little hard for me though :X I know you like girls who cooks delicious foods, i don't mind learning! I know you like girls who can do house chores, well, i can do them well, just that i'm a little lazy :X I know you like girls who're cute a pretty, erm.. i'm trying to doll myself up >.< Anyways, i know alot about you that not many people know, maybe not even your parents. It won't be hard to find a better girlfriend than me, but it's impossible to find a girl who'll love you & understand you more than i do. So.. it's better staying with me forever lah okay? xD WAKAKAKAKA!

I love you darling. you know very well this love is true. MUACKS!

Labels: Loves loves

Hello peepos!
Well, i've been rotting at home for the past 2-3 days. I got a 5 days mc from National eye centre.
HOHO! Guess what? My left eye is infected with cornea ulcer or something like that, not sure how it's spelled.
Guess the reason might be i didn't realized that my lenses solution is way over expiry date .___.

I was suppose to finish it within 3 months after opening, but i think i used more than half a year.
& i didn't took care of my lens well, lazy change solution water lah. Wait until super cloudy liao then change.
ORBI ME .__. jeeeez.

The eye specialist said that it's very dangerous if not treated early & properly. The infection will spread & causing vision starting to blur & gradually turn blind, if worse come to worse, even transplant might not help anymore. MEANS? PERMANENT BLINDNESS!

Now i can't wear lens for awhile now, no, actually forever ._. Boyfriend ban me from wearing it!! T_T
You know, lenses are like the most important thing in make up, i can barely live without it.
He say i can still put make up on. But come on, no make up is perfect without CONTACT LENS!
So i'm like super sad now, trying so hard to convince him to let me wear lens when i recover from this freaking ulcer or whatever shit. Seriously, learnt my lesson. I'm not afraid of being blind, i'm more afraid of being ugly :X

Well, that's the girls nature! 爱美不怕痛!! xD WAHAHAH!
If can i really wish i can take a few pictures of my eyes to show you guys, but i can barely keep my left eye wide open for more than 5seconds. & FML, the freaking eyedrop sting like motherfucking bitch. I consult the doc & he said it's actually normal, it's kinda like the side effect of the medicine, he say he can change to other type of eyedrop for me, but the one i'm using now is the most effective in curing this infection. No choice lor. Bear with it ._. & Seriously, dripping it every 1hour is really too ridiculous, don't even need to sleep at night already lor.

But thanks boyfriend for taking care of me for the past few days, he have work yet he didn't sleep all night just to make sure i drip my eyedrop on time, & worse, he have to accompany me to National  Eye Centre for check up early in the morning after not sleeping at all. Then finally come home sleep like a few hours & have to go work again. 辛苦你了!! ):
Love him to the max ♥


Okay lah, that's all for now. JA-NE~